They say i'm a dreamer.
2010-11-05
"dreamer" by Hashim Mills.
Should i delete this blog or keep on writing meaningless shit? Haha. Nah, i wouldn't say it's meaningless but it sure isn't exciting. Yup, i said it, i don't love my blog.
Well duh, i know it's up to me and i'm working on it. But sometimes you just have more important stuff to deal with than an unknown blog.
If i can be super honest... I don't like writing about other people. I mean, some people inspire me but why would i love to write about some designer, blogger or rich kid when it's exactly something i wanna be? Haha.
I want to write about myself. My clothes, my money, my creations.
And i will, trust me, i will. Everything just takes a lot of time if you're not already rich or famous or both.
I'd love to be rich and not famous. That would be awesome! I mean, it's going to be awesome! Ha!
I can't really talk much about my plans and ideas because they're personal. I mean, being personal is a good thing as long as it doesn't go too far. I don't want you to know everything about me. You scare me. Haha, not really but it wouldn't be too smart to tell strangers every single detail of your life. That's todays good advice for you!
Curious.
2010-11-02
Curiosity can both harm you and help you. Before you ask something, really think about if the answer could possibly harm you or not. Do you really need to know? Want to know?
If you do, just go for it.
I've heard since i was a little kid that i'm curious but so what? I love it.
It could also harm you if you're not curious enough... Think about it!
That's it for now, i just wanted to give you a few words of wisdom. Haha.
Over and out.
Sleepyhead.
2010-11-02
Picture by my hubby, Hashim Mills.
I think it sucks how people look down at "evening persons". There's morning persons and there's evening persons. And don't you act like there's no problem here!
I have met alot of people and i have a few in my life that alwaaaays talks shit about people who thinks it's suuuuper hard to wake up at 05.30 and go to bed at 9ish.
"Ohhhh loooord, you stayed up until 02.00?! You must truly be the devil himself!"
I'm an evening person myself but something that morning persons always get wrong is that they think we sleep more than they do. We don't. I mean, i love to sleep but if i would go to bed 21.30 like you, i'd probably wake up early... Just like you.
I love the evenings, i love staying up late. Not every night though! But when i say stay up late, i don't mean stay up late partying or talking to people. I mean staying up late, thinking about my life and what i want to do. I get all my great ideas at night!
I just think it's unfair to look down at those who go to bed "late". Why do you even care?! I could write about this subject forever but i won't because that would probably bore you to death and i think you already got the point.
Sooooo... Next time you see me, don't you dare talk crap about evening persons! At least i'm being creative and doing something, AT NIGHT, yes. But what are you doing?
Love.
Warning! Long and important post.
2010-11-02
I get all the readers when i write about H&Ms new stuff or the most recent pictures of Kate Moss. But they all disappear when i write about deep stuff, stuff like... War?
I find it funny actually, why are humans acting like this? Why won't some of us just open our eyes and face reality?
People are suffering, dying, losing everything they've got while some of us are out shopping. Like i said, i'm not against shallow things. I love being shallow sometimes and i love shopping. But, i always think about those who can't even afford to eat everyday or have a bed to sleep in. It makes me cry and it's one of the reasons to why i wanna get filthy rich. I wanna help.
I don't really know what i'm trying to say with this post. Maybe that we're all stupid? Maybe i'm calling YOU stupid? Who knows? I don't. I'm just so sick of us. Humans. We're disgusting. We don't know shit about anything.
I just know that there's a few people in this world who are controlling everything. I mean, EVERYTHING. We need to wake up, do some research and put an end to this misery. No, i'm not talking about dying! Silly. I'm talking about changing our lives. Even though a president promised a change, it won't be a change to the better unless we all do something. Yes, just do SOMETHING. Please don't be naive or stupid.
Maybe i've heard too many conspiracy theories but don't you want to know what's really going on in the world?
Question EVERYTHING.
My hubby introduced me to a pretty cool and funny man called Alex Jones. We listen to his radioshow every now and then and i think you should too. Go to this link to find out more about the world we're living in.
Peace.
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2010-11-01
WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME?! Haha.
I am...
2010-10-30
Me.
Thinking.
2010-10-27
I think about my future everyday.
I think about ways to make it better, about ways to make it like i want it to be.
I think about new projects and how to make them happen.
I think about the world and how i can change it, how we all can change it together.
I think about my family, my hubby, my friends.
I think about how to make myself happy.
I think about how me being happy could help the people around me.
I think about money.
I think about my life.
I think about us.
I think about even more money.
I think about ways to show everybody that i can do it.
I know i can.
A surprise on the bus.
2010-10-26
Me and my hubby took the bus home today from town. On the bus, we sat next to some guy who had a big white box in his lap. I didn't really pay much attention to it but after a while, my hubby said that he thinks the guy has a living animal in that box.
I said naaah, i don't think so... I don't see any holes.
My hubby then took a closer look and he said it got holes in it!
So we started thinking about what he could have in that box... And at the next stop, the guy was getting off so my hubby asked: A cat?
The guy laughed and answered: No, a snake!
OH MY FREAKING GOD!
I said EWWWWWWWW and i wanted to say GET OFF, GET OFF but then i thought that wouldn't be too nice.
But if you know me, you know that i HATE snakes. I can't even see a picture of a snake without freaking out. I was so happy though that i didn't know the content of the box earlier. I don't really know what i would have done if i knew...
Show love.
2010-10-25
Me and my hubby at the Uppsala Reggae Festival. This picture makes me happy.
You know what... If you have someone you love and appreciate, tell that person right now how much he/she means to you! It doesn't have to be a partner, it could just be a friend or a family member. Everybody needs tome hear some kind words every now and then and people need to feel that someone cares about them.
I know i'm not the best at telling people how much they mean to me, it's hard for me to talk about my feelings but i'm getting better at it.
So, please tell someone right NOW that you care! It could even be a stranger, just give someone a compliment!
My hubby, you make me happy and you're truly appreciated.
Thank you for always being there for me. And, you rock at what you do! Go hubby, go!
Sleep.
2010-10-24
photo by Alexandra Rydberg.
That kind of happened tonight but i'm still a bit tired though. But it's ok, i'll just look for more inspiration and then go to sleep.
What do you usually do when you can't sleep? Or, what do you usually do on the computer?
Think about it... Are you being productive or just wasting your time?
Back.
2010-10-22
So i'm still in Sweden and it started to snow last night! Damn. I hate snow. I hate the cold. I just wanna move to somewhere where it's almost never cold and just come back here to celebrate christmas.
Christmas is not too far away by the way, so you better start looking for gifts! Haha. I'll post some tips later on.
Be strong.
2010-10-18
Never let people push you around.
Sunday.
2010-10-17
It's the last day of the week. Another week that we won't ever get back. Every second that passes is a second that won't get repeated.
Time flies.
I've just been chillin all day, watched the movie "Stand by me" and baked for my hubby.
And oh, i'm almost done with another knee-piece. I'll show it to you when it's finished.
Love and respect.
Glory.
2010-10-16
photo by Hashim Mills.
Sometimes, you have one of those days when you just want to say FUCK YOU to the world. Pardon my french, but it's just the truth. You know it, i know it and everybody else knows it too. We're only humans even though some of us loves to glorify others.
I used to do that a few years back. You know when you listen to some band or whatever and they're almost your Gods? Haha.
Or when you're going to a meeting, an interview or something of that sort. You may be super nervous but do you know what i usually do?
I just start thinking about the fact that we're all the same. That person in front of me poops too.
Yup, i wrote it.
Just remember that and never let anything or anyone stop you from doing what you love. Okaaaay? Great.Everything.
2010-10-14
Love is something truly amazing. I'm blessed to have found someone so passionate and beautiful. Someone who understands me and loves me for who i am. Someone i can talk to, laugh with and someone who thinks i look gorgeous without any make up on.
I have found someone that i want to be with. Forever.
He is my best friend, my soulmate and my love.
I love you.
Yours truly.
2010-10-14
photo by hashim mills.
I've been productive today. Don't you just love those days? Those days when you get alot of things done. I'm not just talking about things that you can touch or see, i'm talking about thoughts aswell. Days when you've realized stuff and days when you feel 110% motivated and inspired.
I love this feeling.